Finetuned love (life after coming out of depression is going to be the best)

Love is a feeling that is from our heart. But certain situations in life affects the love within us. When I gave birth to Preyerna,  I went into a postpartum depression which I was not aware about. I was not able to love my daughter. I was not happy and my heart was full of fear and I was crying for no reason. I thank Almighty for Sophie aunty who came and prayed for me .

Peace filled my heart and I was strengthened by the love of Christ. Else there would hav been a great tragedy broken out for no reason.  I started to feel the love of my daughter and I started loving her more.

Finetuned my love by the true living words of Christ and came out of depression. After this is the start of the best part of my life.

Why do I love you so much “my daughter” , 
Why do I care for you a lot
Why do I nourish you
Why do I look at you always and admire
Why do I  pray a lot for u
Why do I worry a lot when you are sick
Why do I cook so special for you
Why do I hug you always and say “you are mine”
Why do I wish to see you expect me coming when I am not around you
Why am I not tensed whenever you wake me up
Why did my ears get so sensitive to your voice
Why am I so happy to see you grow
Why do I try to protect you always
Why do I want to provide you the best
Why am I able to know what you need by seeing you
Why am I so concerned about you
Why do I calm myself when you dont do or accept what I tell
Why do I discipline, counsel and teach you

These all characters of a mother is within Jesus Christ to whom we are a little prince/ princess always.

If a mother can do all these,why not my God. Missing your mother or haven’t seen her ,just look unto Christ .
As a mother comforts her child, so will I comfort you” . Isaiah 66:13

Published by bestportionforever

I am a mom learning from a toddler and from each and every moment of life. I share my experiences, great thoughts and insights of life which made great change in my iner self and made to find the bests in me.

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